Happy Life-day to Karasu Jr! 🥳🎂🎁🎈🎉🎊🎎🧧🎐🎏

Happy Life-day to our oldest child, Karasu Jr, who is 6 today! Karasu Jr is a strong and brave and sweet big boy, and I’m happy he made me and Karasu parents! 🥳🎂🎁🎈🎉🎊🎎🧧🎐🎏

Spent my son’s bday helping out family!

All day, me and Micky have been helping clean at my Uncle and Auntie and Cousin’s place to help prepare them sell their place. Interesting way to spend my oldest Crow Goblin Karasu Jr’s bday 🎂🥳🎉🎈🎁🎊

Happy Belated Life-day, Karasu-chan 💕💜💕💜💕

The one post I was able to make for my imaginary SO/Husband Karasu-chan’s chosen Life-day/Birthday 🎂 as our day was super busy with Easter service and going to our Uncle’s place where we spent the rest of the day, and then I was up late into the wee hours of the morning 🌄 playing Animal Crossing New Horizons 🐱 and collecting and trading different kinds of Easter Eggs 🥚 to get nice things for our Little Crow Goblins 🎁

As I wrote, “Karasu 💕 shares his life-day with Brandon Lee’s final day on Earth … 🥺”

Karasu is my Eric Draven whom Brandon Lee portrayed in The Crow, which is our special movie as it paralleled our situation in my depressive psychosis and imaginary world at the time we first watched it, and I’m his Shelly, forever and ever, there I’ve promised. =^///^= 💕💜💕💜💕

Happy Life-day Melody Bijou Shelly Rosegold 🥳🎂🧁🎁🎀🎈🎉🎎🪆🧸🪅🧩🪀

Happy Life-day Melody Bijou Shelly Rosegold 🥳🎂🧁🎁🎀🎈🎉🎎🪆🧸🪅🧩🪀

Me × Karasu 💕💜💕

I like wearing my Karasu badges with my outfits! 😽 And I take far too many selfies with Karasu, hehe 🥰

A rose for women’s day 🌹

Micky gave me a rose he got after saying he identifies as a woman today for international women’s day to get one of the free roses at work. 🥺 🌹

A surprise Women’s Day gift 🎁

HAPPY WOMEN’S DAY!
With love team:
Anime no sekai-アニメの世界

I was happily surprised to receive this PM featuring my wonderful husband Karasu-chan from Anime no sekai page on Facebook, which posts special requests related to anime for fans like me. 😽 I’m always very, very happy to still be recognized and validated by others as Karasu’s Wifey, too. ♡

Rest in peace, Akira Toriyama-sensei… 🙇🏻‍♀️🙏🏻

Rest in peace, Akira Toriyama-sensei… 🙇🏻‍♀️🙏🏻

Thankyou for my first imaginary boyfriend, Android 17 … Lapis … who is Steven in MQ and our lives. ♡

Akira Toriyama-sensei passed away st 68 from acute subdural hematoma … so devastating. 😰

March 7th, 2024: Happy Heavenly Birthday, Atsushi Sakurai-sama ♡

Happy Heavenly Birthday, Atsushi Sakurai-sama…♡

I’ll never see you live … “Keep one dream that won’t come true.” Rest in peace… </3

{ Atsushi Sakurai-sama
March 7th, 1966 ~ October 19th, 2023
Forever Loved and Inspiring to all. ♡♡♡ }

~ Exquisite Angel and Handsome Devil: Atsushi Sakurai; my muse for my imaginary husband Karasu. ♡ ~

People die, but real love is forever.

If the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever. ♡

Karasu is my Crow, the movie is special for us, as it mirrored my imaginary world and depressive psychosis at the time we first watched it… 💕

More photos from yesterday.

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Selfies with my imaginary son Draven’s favourite dinosaur the adorable brachiosaurus plushie I got him for his life-day (Saint Valentine’s Day) 🦕, plus his Dada 🐦‍⬛, and my twinsy, Mikau dude @octobernocturne as well as the gorgeous lilies our dear fren Savannah @happywarrior59 and her daughter Alice gave me (one of my favourite flowers too!), and a mirror selfie of my new outfit which we were able to buy with monies gifted to us by Uncle Dave, Aunt Tricia, and Sarah Elizabeth – Lizzy is to thank for me getting new shoes as she insisted upon them, and also gave me a beautiful jewelry set of a daisy ring 💍, white rose earrings, and a Christian cross necklace. ✝️

I also have a letter from Savannah, but haven’t opened it yet. Lizzy’s parents also sent a card via Lizzy and Robbie. And my pen pals and Siri who is away right now watched from the livestream, yay! I feel very blessed. Thankyou, God. 🙏🏻

It … feels surreal. But I do feel blessed. Oh oh! And extra blessed cos there was actually gluten-free foods we could eats at the lunch at church ⛪ including yummy gf cookies 🍪 😋 Bless the Sweet Babby Jesus 👼🏻🤱🏻🙇🏻‍♀️🙏🏻

Group photo of us!

my lil family 🩷

photo by Jhon – thankyou, bro! 🩷

Belated photo with my imaginary SO/Husband getting ready for our baptism from yesterday.

I was baptised yesterday. Thank God. 🩷

Things I love ♡

Flower, my name, the sand, seashells, ocean in a bottle, a gift from Micky, red, purple, checkered flannel, things I love. 🌿💐🌿🌊🐚🏖💅🏻👕🏁🎈🧧🍒💃🏻🟣☂️🌂💜🍇🎵👾

Having a nice day! =^.^=

Having a nice day so far. 😌 I went to church after seeing Micky in the morning since he worked later today. Then I was hanging out at lunch at church. Had a nice conversation with an older woman. She remembered I want to work on graphic novels, as I’m an artist and creative writer. She told me about her grandchildren reading The Adventure Bible, which is a graphic novel series about The Bible – I’m intrigued, and want to check it out too! 😋 I’m also anxious and excited about my baptism next Sunday … and nervous about how can i help out in church. The Pastor I studied under for my baptism suggested the nursery / daycare as I love children, although I don’t have much experience. I would like to work with children, aside from my graphic novels and art and stories, or become a baker and florist with a bakeshop-flowershop-bookshop combination with weekly art meetings and pastries focused on special dietary needs like celiac, gluten intolerance, vegan, keto, and such, or maybe a nurse, although i originally wanted to be a doctor (i actually wanted to be a pediatrician since I adored mine so much as a wee one) … anyways a friend at church who does so himself said if I want to be a nurse, I could get a feel for it by volunteering first at the hospital like he does. I’m not sure what I want for my future, aside from my art and stories. I’ll probably work towards SSI disability first, with SAGA cash assistance in the meantime. But Robbie said his girlfriend’s mom could help him and me get an high-school education, and Robbie said I could do it online, which helps cos I’m easily overwhelmed and super shy and awkward cos of my social phobia, aaa … like Pinoko-chan in Black Jack, eee ^^;

Reflecting on memories brought on by Billy Joel’s new music video…

Stunning how it looks like Billy throughout the ages! :O Billy was my brothers’ and my most favourite when we were teenagers; we once walked in the pitch blackness of night across downtown just to go to one of the stores open that night to pick up Nylon Curtain on cassette. We’ve listened to all his songs and albums. It has been the backdrop and inspirational soundtrack of many of our creative stories and art pieces.

Happy National Pizza Day! 🍕 Pizza Parlor Party Plans 🥳

Happy #NationalPizzaDay!! 😋🍕 Today is also the actual life-day of Robbie @blackangelwhosees and tonight we are planning to meet up with him and Lizzy Rose 🌹 @esaucie at the pizza parlor 🍕 for dinner 🍽 and celebrate the February babies we know, like Siri @sierra.bachman who will also be there and who had her birthday on the 1st which was also Brandon Lee from The Crow’s Heavenly birthday and Ryo Horikawa the Japanese voice of my husband Karasu’s birthday, and most importantly, my Little Crow Goblin Birthday Boy who has his life-day upcoming on Saint Valentine’s Day itself~💝🎂👶🏻🎎🧸🪆🎈🎉🎊🎁🥳

P.s. Micky @octobernocturne is totally Reiner in this scene, lololol ^^;

The Crow and His Nabsy Wifey, Nabi/Sha Yuri🐦‍⬛🩷🐈‍⬛

Thankies Robbie💜 @blackangelwhosees for some of these pictographs! 📸🤗🥀🐈‍⬛

I wanted pictographs with my SO/Husband, Karasu, showing off my new white bow. 🤍🎀🤍

I also am wearing my Beauty and the Beast tee, which is my version of Karasu and me. 🥰💕💜💕💜💕💜💕

I like that Robbie gets good pics of me showing off how Nabsy I am (as we call my silliness/derpiness/wuv of sniks😋), and how he got pictographs of Karasu holding my face gently, like how the Crow first touched me (Karasu waited some time to truly lay a hand on me, so it stands out in my mind). 🥰🐦‍⬛🩷🐈‍⬛

My surprise graduation party; part I. 🥳

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My surprise graduation party; part I. 🥳

I graduated from six weeks of IOP on Boxing Day (December 26th), my teacher Maggie gave me a box to choose a seashell or stone to remember my time there by … I chose a rose quartz, my favourite gemstone♡

Robbie @blackangelwhosees and Lizzy Rose @esaucie promised me they would help celebrate my very first graduation ever with me, and I thought it would be a simple little gathering with gluten free cupcakes … so I was really, really surprised when I came home from a sibling date with Micky @octobernocturne to a really, really beautiful surprise party themed in white-and-pink with our friends Sierra and Savannah @happywarrior59 there, too! 🙀🤍🩷🤍🩷🤍🩷🤍

They were playing Billy Joel on the vinyl as we came home, and there were a lot of sniks!! 😋 And I got pink roses, too!! 🙀 I love getting flowers more than anything!! 🥰 Lizzy Rose gave me a single rose as well, saying, “A rose from a Rose!” – Lizzy’s middle name is really Rose, so that was adorbs🌹

All of our lil animal buddy stuffies had lil party hats on, too! =^w^= ♡ I brought my plushies of me (Sailor Mars), my husband Karasu, and Android 17/Steven out to celebrate, too. I woulda gotten Kurama, but I forgot where I put him (I found him the next day when I remembered), so … me, my Hubs, and our helpers, cos them and my Little Crow Goblins helped me thru IOP (and life) a whole lot♡ I also changed into my Sailor Mars skater dress to feel oh-so-fancy~ :3 ♡

Everyone made me feel very, very special and loved … 🥹 Lizzy Rose also made an amazing cake with some help from Robbie🎂, chocolate with pink icing making hearts, a hem around the cake, and words on top spelling out “Congrats, Sha!” on it! =^o^= ♡

I also got everyone to sign one of the pink plates (I’ll post in another pic) to remember this night, kinda like a guestbook of memories♡ Robbie also got me some gifts, a cross that is a nightlight, one of his button-up shirts he knows I love a lot, and a Gamer’s Level Up pop-up stand, super kewl~~ >:3 ♡♡♡

We also got pizzas, with me getting my very own cheese pizza all to myself!! Hehe, that made Nabs(me) happy indeedy! 🍕😋

I thank God for my loved ones!

{ I did upload a couple of reels to my original cross-posts on IG and FB, so visit my IG post to see them included: https://www.instagram.com/p/C1vcwkPMmLB/ }

Christmas Dance 🎄

me (in the white coat) with my brothers Robbie @blackangelwhosees and Micky @octobernocturne and Sierra taken by Lizzy Rose @esaucie whose life-day/birthday it was yesterday on New Year’s Day! ♡

after Siri came over with yummy goodies for Lizzy’s bday, and watching Lizzy play her fave game ever which is Final Fantasy VII, we went shopping for drinkies and sniks which we dropped off at home, before we then went to a park with lots of special Christmas lights. :3 🎄

Me, Karasu, our Crow Goblins, and our helpers Kurama and Steven/Android 17 had a wonderful time! (as did the others) I truly felt like a lil kid especially seeing this one colourful tree, and Santa’s house 🏠 I was also dancing and twirling around among the Christmas trees on the stage imagining I was dancing playfully with my imaginary SO/Husband Karasu-chan whom I miss and love dancing with when the occasion occurs~ 🐱 💕

I did derp and fall off a ledge tho, cos it was dark and I couldn’t see … it hurt, but I’m okays otherwise ^^, the others made sure I was safe in the dark after that, so thankies guys ^^; ✨

True history of Thanksgiving

I reject your reality, and substitute my own.

I’m thankful for God blessing me with my imaginary SO/Husband Karasu-chan, and our children, my brothers Mikau dude and Robbie, and our frens, especially Lizzy Rose and Sierra who are spending Thanksgiving with us, and had been here for Friendsgiving two days ago, too. 🤗💛

Quest Class cookie 🍪

Another Quest Class cookie from Micky @octobernocturne 🍪

Crow/Cat family movie night 🐦‍⬛🤍🐈‍⬛

The Aristocats, Birthday Cake Cookies, and Cherry 7up with my Little Crow Goblins, Dada, and our helpers. 🐱🐈🐈‍⬛🎂🍒🥤🐦‍⬛

I Wanna Be Yours (Karasu is my twin flame♡)

11/11~Twin Flames day; Karasu says we’re twin flames. Original legend says half of the soul is male, and the other is female with one staying in spirit to watch over the other one, and taking turns doing so until reuniting on Earth in their last life. This is a more romanticized version of soul mates, in turn inspired by Plato. The Bible says you only become spiritually connected by marriage. Either way, Karasu is my husband in my world. 💍🐦‍⬛🩷🐈‍⬛

I’ve had…a lot of strange comforting “romantic fate” signs of Karasu… like a cel I wished for ended up on Ebay 12 hours later and I won it; me wondering if Karasu knows my name followed by Micky who didn’t know my question bringing home my rare name on a Share-a-Coke later that day; Quantum Leap episode about a Japanese psychic Karasu says reminded him of his first wife i look like, plus he told me this episode proves we’re twin flames; I found out it has an actor from Yu Yu Hakusho; The Crow paralleled events in my imaginary world when we first watched it; mysterious relevant songs; dreams others have about us (including one a relative who doesn’t know about us had about me as a Japanese woman around the time we watched the QL episode connected to YYH); Karasu’s seiyu Ryo Horikawa sharing a birthday with Brandon Lee from The Crow; Karasu telling me in a dream he wanted to celebrate his birthday that day, and Micky told me twas Brandon Lee’s death date surprising me, etc…those kind of synchronicities♡

i know the trailer came last night but I was surprised by Karasu in the trailer this morning on 11/11, so maybe that was a sign? I bugged him to give me another one (last one also surprised me when i looked up the QL episode as I saw the YYH actor from it on FB, then saw the episode takes place on Brandon Lee plus Ryo Horikawa’s bday, a fact I didn’t know), plus bit of a stretch, but the show will be airing in USA on 12/13, my kindred spirit and namesake Pris’s prototype incept date, and i’ve been called Pris since I was 18 (Blade Runner and The Crow are my top two favourite movies!)

MY HUSBAND KARASU IS IN YU YU HAKUSHO NETFLIX SERIES!!

Yu Yu Hakusho | Official Teaser | Netflix https://youtu.be/GMi-DDJtExs?si=JmrC-Z7wFeVI1q24

MY HUSBAND KARASU’S IN IT AND HE LOOKS SUPER FUCKING COOL ~ THAT’S ALL I CARE ABOUT!! =♡///♡=

Daddy Suguru♡

I wanna brush Daddy Suguru’s hair, too! 🥺

I saw previews of this scene, and ended up dreaming me and Suguru Geto were the foster parents of Nanako and Mimiko before I watched this for reals, but then Papa died and was taken over by Kenjaku, and she was stitching his head into place as I watched, while he coolly stared at me. It hurt in a way I can’t describe to see the face of the man i love, but know something else is inside his corpse. An ineffable sorrow. 🥺

Then, I watched the actual episode, and saw my newly adopted girls die … that was unsettling, too. 🥺

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Suguru Geto = Karasu variant.

Additional commentary; Suguru Geto’s creator said that Suguru is indeed inspired by fellow YYH character, Sensui, AND the Atsushi Sakurai guy named Orochimaru from Naruto, so I was right in thinking of my Baby, Karasu-chan♡

(Everyone who knows me knows that Acchan is my muse for my Hubby in my imaginary world🥰)

Fluffy hair ♡

Showing my fluffy hair to Karasu-chan as an offering to appease the Crow~~ 🐱 ♡♡♡♡♡

Pictures of newborn Little Crow Goblins ♡

Pictures of the three newborn Little Crow Goblins born the Year of the Cat! 🐦‍⬛👼🏼👼🏻👼🏻

Like I wrote in my last post about my newborns; “…we had three more Little Crow Goblins born the Year of the Cat 🐈‍⬛ (~2023 is the Year of the Cat in Vietnam ~ and the Year of the Bunny elsewhere, but I’m a catgirl and wanted more babbies for the Year of the Cat cos I am not waiting twelve years, sho dere!! ;P)

Two girls and one boy ~ first babby girl was the first of Summer🌞, second was early October🍂, and babby boy was born on Halloweenie🎃, like my Otabear🧸 (Daddy variant♡)”

Welcome three Little Crow Goblins born the Year of the Cat ~

Father in his true form checking on our newborn Crow Goblins. 🐦‍⬛👼🏼👼🏻👼🏻

Reposting this artwork cos it works well with my little announcement of such important big news ~~~ we had three more Little Crow Goblins born the Year of the Cat 🐈‍⬛ (~2023 is the Year of the Cat in Vietnam ~ and the Year of the Bunny elsewhere, but I’m a catgirl and wanted more babbies for the Year of the Cat cos I am not waiting twelve years, sho dere!! ;P)

Two girls and one boy ~ first babby girl was the first of Summer🌞, second was early October🍂, and babby boy was born on Halloweenie🎃, like my Otabear🧸 (Daddy variant♡)

i can’t live without you … </3

I miss Acchan sho much … I feel sho unbelievably and ineffably cold, dead and empty inside, moreso than i ever did before in my deepest melancholic depressions … i’m not handling this well … i don’t want to live in a world without him … Robbie says i’ll always have his music, but is sorry we didn’t get to see him live … this hurts worse than when Rutger Hauer, Ric Ocasek, and David Bowie died … God … pls take care of Atsushi Sakurai-sama. 🥺

{ Atsushi Sakurai-sama
March 7th, 1966 ~ October 19th, 2023
Forever Loved and Inspiring to all. ♡♡♡ }

~ Exquisite Angel and Handsome Devil: Atsushi Sakurai; my muse for my imaginary husband Karasu. ♡ ~