Be kind to your mind

… a reminder I need … featuring my Bitmoji avatar. 🎎

I was reading about Soul Calibur again, and then Tekken today. I’m inspired by my kindred spirits, Seong Mi-Na, and Jun Kazama. I usually will wear my hair like either of their hairstyles, with my hair in curtains in front with a ponytail or braid in back (I know Mi-Na does braids, but I can’t right now), or wear a hairband with my hair out. Right now it’s short like a younger Jun. I also want to draw my MQ avatar the same way with my different looks inspired by these two, as well as Rei Hino aka Sailor Mars, although with my hair colour in RL and MQ, I also look like Alexiel from Angel Sanctuary by my favourite mangaka, Kaori Yuki. Rei and Alexiel are also kindred spirits, and both make me miss my really long hair, which I’m back at growing out again. ^^; ♡

My Kaori Yuki character lookalike! (Alexiel again)

Me/Sha from MQ as a Kaori Yuki* character (Alexiel from Angel Sanctuary). ♡

* Kaori Yuki and Ayami Kojima are my biggest inspirations with art and writing! ♡

It was Forbidden…Karasu & I♡

~* Devil x Angel *~

Karasu (Lucifer) x me (Alexiel) in Angel Sanctuary by my personal favourite artist, Kaori Yuki, whom I am inspired by (alongside Ayami Kojima)♡

He is inspired by Atsushi Sakurai, whom is my muse for Karasu in my imaginary world and dreams. She is named Alexiel, similar to Alexandria, and looks like me, with a very similar situation I am going through. They are Forbidden Lovers, much like Karasu and I♡ This is one of those Romantic Fate things how they mirror me and my SO♡

Me / my kindred spirit & lookalike♡

Me (Alexiel) in Angel Sanctuary by my personal favourite artist, Kaori Yuki, whom I am inspired by (alongside Ayami Kojima)♡

Off with her head, me and Karasu lookalikes

🖤 Alexiel x Lucifer / Alexandria (me) x Karasu 🤍

Why?

Me and Alexiel essentially have the same name, and look exactly alike, from facial features and face shape to sharp intense eyes, hair and eye colour as well, similar busty figure, and such (it’d be more obvious when my hair grows out again, as people tend to only see similarities between hairstyles for some shallow reason, but even then, we have the same hair texture). And we’re both looking for who we truly are. So … lookalike AND kindred spirit.

And this Lucifer is based on Atsushi Sakurai, who is my muse for my imaginary SO, Karasu.

What’s hilarious is that Karasu helped me get an annulment from my ex, the Lucifer from Supernatural, in my imaginary world. That bastard had tricked me into marrying him years prior. Don’t ask. I rarely ever talk about it, as I don’t want to.

And this is even more special for me, as they’re characters by Kaori Yuki, who is one of the artists I’m most personally influenced by, so yesh, she’s my favourite mangaka. Her, and Ayami Kojima.

Fun fact: I find this especially hilarious and fitting for me and Karasu, as Karasu in canon wants to take Kurama’s head as a trophy in the manga, and like Kurama, who I had empathized with too much back then, I’m Karasu’s IVT (Ideal Victim Type – my Karasu is influenced by serial killers/rapists, FYI). Lucifer and Alexiel even have a relationship like ours, lovers but Lucifer also rapes her when he wants to. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Angels in Love, me and Karasu lookalikes

🖤 Alexiel x Lucifer / Alexandria (me) x Karasu 🤍

Why?

Me and Alexiel essentially have the same name, and look exactly alike, from facial features and face shape to sharp intense eyes, hair and eye colour as well, similar busty figure, and such (it’d be more obvious when my hair grows out again, as people tend to only see similarities between hairstyles for some shallow reason, but even then, we have the same hair texture). And we’re both looking for who we truly are. So … lookalike AND kindred spirit.

And this Lucifer is based on Atsushi Sakurai, who is my muse for my imaginary SO, Karasu.

What’s hilarious is that Karasu helped me get an annulment from my ex, the Lucifer from Supernatural, in my imaginary world. That bastard had tricked me into marrying him years prior. Don’t ask. I rarely ever talk about it, as I don’t want to.

And this is even more special for me, as they’re characters by Kaori Yuki, who is one of the artists I’m most personally influenced by, so yesh, she’s my favourite mangaka. Her, and Ayami Kojima.

The Alexs, my personal lookalike

Found a Kaori Yuki character personal lookalike; this makes me happy, as Kaori Yuki is one of the artists I look to for inspiration, alongside Ayami Kojima. ♡

Top row: Alexandria Sha Noir Pris (RL me at 24 in Spring and Summer 2014)

Second row: Alexandria “Sha” Pris Amaranth, a human descended from faeries in our webcomic universe (aka cartoon me)

Bottom row: Alexiel, a fallen angel from Angel Sanctuary (I have to read this soon)

Angels in Love, Karasu and me lookalikes

Speaking of Kaori Yuki being inspired by Atsushi Sakurai from BUCK-TICK (who is also my muse for my imaginary SO, Karasu), I saw fans comparing Lucifer aka Lucifel/Lucifael from Angel Sanctuary to Atsushi! I definitely see it. ^^ ♡

Of course it’d be the Devil … Atsushi is often compared to the Fallen Angel in the BUCK-TICK fandom. This also makes me wonder about Lucifard, another Atsushi/Karasu lookalike, obviously named after Lucifer, who is from Kill The Crows of Three Thousand Worlds.

What’s interesting is that the whole reason my brother, Micky @octobernocturne even took an interest in Atsushi was because Micky thought Atsushi looked like Cain Hargreaves from Godchild (also by Kaori Yuki) when Micky saw Atsushi on Tumblr, and mistook him for a model, before coming across him again, and then getting into his solo music career before discovering BUCK-TICK, and later introducing me to BUCK-TICK in 2014.

The lady Angel here is Lucifer’s lover, Alexiel … I’m sharing her as well as I’m vain and see a resemblance, not just in name, but in appearance to myself when I had my natural brunette hair colour and hairstyle when it was grown out years and years ago; in other words, the same look I give to my main webcomic avatar, Sha Pris Amaranth.

So … for me, personally, being as in love as I am, I see Karasu and me here in them. ♡♡♡♡♡