Happy Life-day/Birthday to my big boy, Brandon! 🤍

Happy Life-day/Birthday to my big boy, Brandon! 🤍

A sweet little boy who is getting so big now! Brandon loves The Aristocats most of all, and is quite the gentleman, always taking care of his siblings. He is also my brother Micky’s favourite Little Crow Goblin, hehe. :3 🤍

Brandon shares his birthday, May 7th, with Darren McGavin, who is an old favourite actor of Micky’s, best known for having played Carl Kolchak and the father in A Christmas Story, hehe.

Ofc, we watched The Aristocats again, as Brandon started the tradition of us as a family watching our favourite feline film together~🐱💖

Video for my daughter Lizabeth’s bday~🤍

April 25th was my daughter Lizabeth’s Life-day/Birthday. 🥳🎂🎁🎈🎉🎊

May 4th was my life-day 🤍

#LaterGram ~ Photos by my sweet sis-in-law Lizzy Rose @esaucie of my Life-day/Birthday this past Saturday (May 4th) =^.^= 🤍 I had the best day ever with me, Lizzy, my bros Robbie @dmrs121923 and Micky @octobernocturne going to see my unofficial twin/boyfriend Adrian’s actor Matthew Goode in Abigail as Father (the Dracula character, cos this is based on Dracula’s Daughter from what I’ve read), and then we had tacos in the afternoon while I opened my presents from classmates of Micky’s, and then after Micky headed off to perform in his second night on stage, we watched The Last Unicorn which is an all-time childhood favourite, with this being Lizzy’s first time watching, and we were making brownies, but the vegan substitutes didn’t work out, so we paused The Last Unicorn, and went out to pick up gluten-free cakes from Big Y, which were yummy! =^.^= 🤍 One was strawberry cake (my favourite flavour is strawberry followed closely by apple and lemon), and the other was a birthday cake made of chocolate with a strong cream on top with sprinkles, ’twas as cute as ’twas yummy~~ :3 🤍 Thankies to Micky, Robbie, and Lizzy Rose as well as my imaginary Crow family and our helpers for making my 34th (thirty-fortunate) life-day the very bestest!! :3 🤍🤍🤍

p.s. there is also a video of Robbie and Lizzy Rose singing “Happy Birthday” to me before I blow out my birthday candles that dear Lizzy got me :3 🤍 which you may watch on my IG post here: https://www.instagram.com/p/C6qBf-SuO27/

We watched The Aristocats for Lizabeth’s Bday! 💚

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Happiest of Life-days to my Sweetie-Pie, Lizabeth, our oldest Crow Goblin daughter whose birthday was yesterday! 💖💛💕

We watched The Aristocats during the afternoon, of course! =^.^= 💝💖🎁🎈🎉

Thankyou to my Eren Yeager.

Also … to my Eren Yeager … Robbie Mathias … thankyou for writing the most exquisite and heartfelt life-day/birthday poem for me … i truly do feel thirty-fortunate receiving that gift from you first thing in the morning on my bday … 🌞

I really did want a poem too, as I had asked Meta AI to write a poem from the POV of my imaginary SO/Husband, Karasu, and then to wake up later to a real poem from my little bro was the sweetest surprise ever~ 😊🤍

Wuv your big sis,
~Alexandria Angel aka your best friend Armin Arlert 🤍

I went to primary care today.

So … I most likely have NASH, aka non-alcoholic fatty liver disease, on top of varicose veins (bad circulation, basically, most likely related to the liver too), which would explain the deep ugly bruising on my legs … i need to start eating healthier, cut out snacks, and exercise if only taking a walk everyday, like my doctor said start with ten minutes a day the first week, then fifteen minutes the next week, and so on … in other words, get my weight down to a healthy weight … i should just go on the Mediterranean diet which is also the GERD diet as I have that, too, and i get a bad cough, and have heartburn if I’m not careful with GERD … i had brought a list with me to go over, and my primary care doctor is very good, so he was patient with me, and helped educate me where needed … i will get antibiotics for the burning that is probably UTI-related, and migraine medicine cos i have menses migraines and they’re absolutely horrid … oh, and i have referrals to go back to the dermatologist (ugh, i don’t like her) for the rash on my face, which my doctor said is most likely rosea as it gets worse in sunlight, cold air, stress, etc … and a referral to an audiologist for my hearing, as i have been hearing ringing and such ever since i was a wee one, and thought that was what silence sounded like … my doctor put it down as likely being tinnitus, so i will get that checked out as well … getting my ears cleaned the last time i had a check-up helped with removing the vertigo … all in all … i’m not getting any younger, and want to cry out of frustration … I need a new coping skill other than comfort foods when stressed … my doctor said take a walk when I’m stressed instead of turning to a snack … sigh … 😿

One year since I dreamt of Erwin for the first time … 🤍

Commander Erwin Smith and me aka Nabi Ackerman ~ sister of Lee-vee!! @octobernocturne :3 ~ a self-indulgent illustration to mark one year (April 28th, 2023) since I first dreamt of Erwy, hehe. 🤍

That was the dream where me and him worked on a court case together, and had good rapport between one another akin to Rachel and Harvey from The Dark Knight ~ which is funny, cos we used to say, “Oh, there’s the Leon guy and Connell guy” about Levi and Erwin, cos Robbie had the Leon haircut years ago, and his author avatar works in the Knight Academy in MQ the webcomic with Connell who is our expy of Harvey from The Dark Knight and a real life neighbour we had at one point, but now Micky is Levi, and Erwin stands out on his own … unless you count Erwin being an expy of Adrian Alexander Veidt aka Ozymandias from Watchmen, and me twinning with Erwin starting with his voice actor also being born on May 4th and Adrian’s name being similar to my long-lost fictional twin brother, Alexander Adrian Amaranth, in MQ the webcomic … then there’s that. ^^;

Anyways, I’m glad I got Micky’s input on what colours would work best in the background, cos I ended up lifting a photograph he sent me recently from the art gallery in NYC, and Micky said he loves it! 🐱 🤍

(And, yesh, my hair in real life does look like Rogue from The X-Men, lololol)

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{Commander Erwin Smith (who, to me, is also Adrian Veidt aka Ozymandias since Erwin is an expy of Adrian) is my unofficial twin/boyfriend in dreams.}

Bday reminder from Nintendo

Oh! i just found this email from Nintendo! :O strange to think my life-day/birthday is just one week away~ =o.o= i’ll be thirty-fortunate 🐱 (i decided to lift this one from my fren, lololol >:3)

Tacoooos! 🌮

🌮 Tacos for belated Life-day dinner for our big girl, Lizabeth~ 🎂 (Mums is totally GIR btw, lololol)

Cake for Lizabeth’s Bday!

Happiest of Life-days to my Sweetie-Pie, Lizabeth, our oldest Crow Goblin daughter whose birthday was yesterday~🥳🎂🎁🎈🎉

Micky @octobernocturne made the cake Liz wanted, a yellow cake with strawberry frosting. 🍓🎂 Tis gluten-free and vegan. Applesauce instead of eggs. 🍎

Adrian’s actor Matthew Goode is (probably) Daddy Drac!! ;3

Happily excited to see that Adrian’s actor Matthew Goode (most likely) plays Dracula aka Father in the new vampyre kid movie, Abigail, based on the old Dracula’s Daughter, coming out this Friday!! 😻🥰💜

Also, dumb and silly, but makes me super happy and giddy, cos Adrian Alexander Veidt aka Ozymandias has a name like my fictional long-lost twin brother Alexander Adrian Amaranth in MQ the webcomic who has a connection to Dracula who appears in several of our stories, hehe~🤭🤍

I’m really hoping this detail on IMDB is correct as I saw ppl on FB mention tis out in a few select showings where they are so I was searching around cos nobody is officially listed for Dracula, and I’ve otherwise read Matthew Goode is in it, but in a secret role…aaaaahhhhh!! C’mere, Daddy Drac!! 😋😹💖💖💖

First drawing vs most recent drawing of most favourite character (Karasu from Yu Yu Hakusho for moi~~)

My most favourite character is my husband Karasu from Yu Yu Hakusho (redeemed in my imaginary world); first drawing is from 2017 called “King of Hearts”, and most recent is this year 2024 called “Chastity” for the Seven Heavenly Virtues event (still a WIP).

Someday …

(video share) Borderline Personality Disorder | Splitting

I feel like I have two personalities, and didn’t understand I was splitting. Now I do know. This helps explain a lot.

Spent my son’s bday helping out family!

All day, me and Micky have been helping clean at my Uncle and Auntie and Cousin’s place to help prepare them sell their place. Interesting way to spend my oldest Crow Goblin Karasu Jr’s bday 🎂🥳🎉🎈🎁🎊

Enjoying Easter cake

Enjoying leftover gluten-free Easter cake 🎂 my Auntie made me 😋 I got to bring the whole cake home, since they also had their own cake 🎂 Also notice my new Karasu acrylic stand, I will get a better shot later of my Hubs ♡

Happy Life-day to Adrian’s actor, Matthew Goode!

Happy Life-day to Adrian Alexander Veidt’s actor, Matthew Goode, albeit i’m a little late by a few hours … sigh ;_;

He was born on April 3rd, 1978 – twelve years older than me!  I am thankful I found Matthew Goode through Adrian who I found through Commander Erwin Smith, so it all connects in a way~  ♡

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{Commander Erwin Smith (who, to me, is also Adrian Veidt aka Ozymandias since Erwin is an expy of Adrian) is my unofficial twin/boyfriend in dreams.}

Belated Easter post celebrating Jesus ✝️

He is Risen! Flowers 💐 on the Cross ✝️ outside my church ⛪

Happy Belated Life-day, Karasu-chan 💕💜💕💜💕

The one post I was able to make for my imaginary SO/Husband Karasu-chan’s chosen Life-day/Birthday 🎂 as our day was super busy with Easter service and going to our Uncle’s place where we spent the rest of the day, and then I was up late into the wee hours of the morning 🌄 playing Animal Crossing New Horizons 🐱 and collecting and trading different kinds of Easter Eggs 🥚 to get nice things for our Little Crow Goblins 🎁

As I wrote, “Karasu 💕 shares his life-day with Brandon Lee’s final day on Earth … 🥺”

Karasu is my Eric Draven whom Brandon Lee portrayed in The Crow, which is our special movie as it paralleled our situation in my depressive psychosis and imaginary world at the time we first watched it, and I’m his Shelly, forever and ever, there I’ve promised. =^///^= 💕💜💕💜💕

I joined SpaceHey! =^-^= ♡

I joined SpaceHey! Dee! 🐱 ♡
Tis like MySpace – remember dat?! >:3
https://spacehey.com/lunarwildrose

Happy Saint Patrick’s Day 🍀💚

💚🍀Happy Saint Patrick’s Day!💚🍀
I’m part Irish, from mother’s side, raised by her and her Irish American family, so…a lot of Irish culture and superstitions. Also our family is descended from one of the cursed royal clans haunted by the Banshee who is said to haunt her own family, so that’d make us related to faeries, according to the lore. The Gallagher clan. Gramma’s maiden name was Gallagher, too. A friend at church asked which generation came from Ireland but I don’t recall, I just know mom’s paternal grandfather was from Denmark, so Irish and Danish from mom. English and Native American from dad. He was very proud of being Native, and his English ancestors were on the Mayflower. I really want to get that darn DNA kit out to the post office to see my genetics exactly.

Orangey Rose in it’s new home 🍊🥀

I placed the lovely orange rose 🍊🥀 I got from Mikau dude @octobernocturne for women’s day in my old Bucky Barnes tall cup 🥤 …tis actually all Civil War, but I picked it out at FYE in the mall cos I was in an imaginary relationship with Steven, who was originally inspired by Android 17, and also our Bucky (who others also came to compare and associate with 17). 🥰 But, yea, I was pretty happy to find one Bucky item that trip with our anniversary coming up…February 22nd…the next day I’d start rewatching Yu Yu Hakusho, and eventually find my way to my now imaginary husband, Karasu, hahaha (laughs in sillybird)…but tis okays, Steven/17 is now one of our helpers with our Little Crow Goblins, along with Kurama. (Sailor Mars represents me next to Karasu, as she is my kindred spirit, still wearing crowns 👑 from my graduation party 🥳 and Pichi there with Karasu is also me, as I used to have a Princess Peach dream avatar…I shape-shift in my dreams sometimes…although I was always Daisy, but also became Pichi when I went by Chibi Pichi online for a time, and cos I was a blondie when me and my Crowman got together. Dee! 😋) and Suguru Geto who is also Karasu to me, cos…i used to see fanart of him and an OC, and i thought they looked like Karasu and me, so that’s why i even got into Jujutsu Kaisen in the first place! ^^;

Me × Karasu 💕💜💕

I like wearing my Karasu badges with my outfits! 😽 And I take far too many selfies with Karasu, hehe 🥰

Question of the day prompt…what is my middle name and it’s meaning…

What is your middle name? Does it carry any special meaning/significance?

Ann is my middle name, shared with my mother who got it from Gramma’s mother’s first name. It means “Grace”. Sometimes I change it to “Annika”, since I thought it was more Danish/Scandinavian when I was younger. 🤷🏻‍♀️

A rose for women’s day 🌹

Micky gave me a rose he got after saying he identifies as a woman today for international women’s day to get one of the free roses at work. 🥺 🌹

A surprise Women’s Day gift 🎁

HAPPY WOMEN’S DAY!
With love team:
Anime no sekai-アニメの世界

I was happily surprised to receive this PM featuring my wonderful husband Karasu-chan from Anime no sekai page on Facebook, which posts special requests related to anime for fans like me. 😽 I’m always very, very happy to still be recognized and validated by others as Karasu’s Wifey, too. ♡

Peppa Pig has been taken hostage!! 🙀

I am exhausted … i don’t know how my brothers, and other human beings, do it … going out multiple days in a row (and not just for pleasure, as i used to be able to go out everyday to take walks for myself which i loved). Last week, I went out five days in a row. I ended up sleeping most of the two days i had to myself, before i had to go to a new neurologist on Wednesday, and then I had both the assessment for the MRI study (i feel like i passed, so i feel like i have a good chance of being contacted for the actual study) yesterday, which was three long hours, and i really lost it having to go up and down five flights of stairs … =o.o= … then i went to Life Group (part of my church) in the evening, which was intense, but i’m glad i went. I was supposed to start the art therapy group at the clinic today, but alas, i have no spoons left … i’m just depleted. Thank God I have nothing to do tomorrow … so hopefully i’ll recover by the time i go to church and lunch on Sunday and be able to enjoy the evening “brunch” with Uncle Dave, Aunt Tricia, and Cousin Sarah Elizabeth that day, and their neighbours. It was meant to be for my baptism, but they had a bit of sickness last weekend, so we delayed it to this next weekend. i’m really looking forward to that! also, i let the toddler daughter of our hosts of the Life Group last night play with Peppa Pig whom lives in my purse and helps keep my water bottles upright and not clink together which distracts me when i walk and move around and drives me batty otherwise, heh. ^^; and Peppa got left behind, so she’s “being held hostage in the microwave cover” as the mama said, lololol – i will see Peppa again on Sunday at church. I will also be able to return the container that the dad let me carry the dairy free, gluten free brownies home with, which i gave to Mikau dude @octobernocturne since he deserves a treat once in a while. ♡

Rest in peace, Akira Toriyama-sensei… 🙇🏻‍♀️🙏🏻

Rest in peace, Akira Toriyama-sensei… 🙇🏻‍♀️🙏🏻

Thankyou for my first imaginary boyfriend, Android 17 … Lapis … who is Steven in MQ and our lives. ♡

Akira Toriyama-sensei passed away st 68 from acute subdural hematoma … so devastating. 😰

March 7th, 2024: Happy Heavenly Birthday, Atsushi Sakurai-sama ♡

Happy Heavenly Birthday, Atsushi Sakurai-sama…♡

I’ll never see you live … “Keep one dream that won’t come true.” Rest in peace… </3

{ Atsushi Sakurai-sama
March 7th, 1966 ~ October 19th, 2023
Forever Loved and Inspiring to all. ♡♡♡ }

~ Exquisite Angel and Handsome Devil: Atsushi Sakurai; my muse for my imaginary husband Karasu. ♡ ~

People die, but real love is forever.

If the people we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever. ♡

Karasu is my Crow, the movie is special for us, as it mirrored my imaginary world and depressive psychosis at the time we first watched it… 💕