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Numb

March 10, 2023 ♡ Sha Yuri Karasu ♡ Leave a comment

I’ve become so numb
I can’t feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I’m becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

MISFIT ME♡

This is very me♡

My twinsy Micky said to me about this artwork,

“Like Neil Gaiman says, nobody can tell the stories you tell, nobody thinks the thoughts that you think”.

Art by catcrumb on Tumblr.

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Speed paint of me and my SO / Husband, Karasu-chan♡

I WANNA BE YOURS (KARASU IS MY TWIN FLAME♡)

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REST IN PEACE, ATSUSHI SAKURAI-SAMA ♡

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You are a chosen child of God

Thank you, Mikau dude, for sending this to me. This made my life. ♡

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PEOPLE DIE, BUT REAL LOVE IS FOREVER. ♡

'There comes a point when you just love someone. Not because they're good, or bad, or anything really. You just love them. It doesn't mean you'll be together forever. It doesn't mean you won't hurt each other. It just means you love them. Sometimes in spite of who they are, and sometimes because of who they are. And you know that they love you, sometimes because of who you are, and sometimes in spite of it.' ♡

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THE CROW: PEOPLE DIE, BUT REAL LOVE IS FOREVER. ♡

"People die, but real love is forever."
~The Crow (I love you, Karasu. ♡)
June 11th, 2017 ~ Eternity.

(Rare photo of the ghostly lovers reunited in the cemetery; Shelly Webster embraces Eric Draven, both of whom are our kindred spirits as well as inspiration for our author avatars, Sha Pris Yuri Amaranth and Sakurai Tsubasa, aka Dr. Crow; whom Sha affectionately nicknames “Eric” after The Crow film, just as I do with my imaginary SO, Karasu from Yu Yu Hakusho, whose name also means "Crow" in Japanese. =^.^= ♡)

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20+ Years of Friendship Anniversary Art Music Video Collab with Matthew

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Matt provided the cartoony background for each scene! ^.^

Watch our art music video collab here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=--2JfUfYPR0

In the rain

Dr. Crow (Tsubasa "Eric" Sakurai), Alexandria "Sha" Pris Yuri Amaranth, and Steven James Gayle.

Dr. Crow is our homage to my imaginary significant other/husband, Karasu from Yu Yu Hakusho, while Sha is me as a cartoon character, and Steven is our homage to Android 17 from DragonBall, who is our most favourite manga/anime character, and my first serious crush/imaginary boyfriend.

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2/22/2022: 18th Wedding Anniversary with 17 (Android 17 x Android 29; prototype of Steven x Sha) ♡

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Love of My Life ♡

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Love of my Life collage ♡

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Our First Date. ♡

I made these dollies back in last June, after my SO told me he wanted to be my boyfriend in a dream, to resemble the carnival he helped me envision and create in my Inner Wonderland;

“‘You have to imagine a beautiful place for us to be together.’ I looked up at him, confused. ‘What?’ He sighed, and tried again, ‘Your inner wonderland. Envision a beautiful place for us. The most beautiful, happy place you can think of. So we can be together there.’ . . . I guess it worked, since the next thing I remember was the two of us wandering throughout a night carnival.”

—Excerpt from my diary on June 11th, 2017 {aka our first date!! ;3 💜💜💜💜💜}.

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YOU TWO CAN’T KEEP OFF OF ONE ANOTHER!

". . . as Mikau dude, OctoberNocturne, said to me as he sent me this surprise gift last Summer.

Well, it does accurately describe the passion that me and the Crow have for one another! 💜" (From Summer, 2018)

Made at Rinmaru Games in June 2017, after Karasu become my SO. 💜

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DARK ROMANCE RECAP (IN HONOUR OF 5TH ANNIVERSARY) ♡

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December in Kyoto

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ME / MY KINDRED SPIRIT & LOOKALIKE♡

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IT WAS FORBIDDEN…KARASU & I♡

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HELLO, EURASIAN KARASU♡

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MY IMMORTAL KING ♡

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MY LOVER’S BOX (COUPLE QUESTIONNAIRE)

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11/11 – Twin Flames Day ♡

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Happy Birthday, Karasu (March 31st) ♡

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MY MOST PERSONAL FAVOURITE SONG ♡

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My Desktop

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KARASU – BISHOUNEN KILLER?

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I FINALLY REWATCHED KARASU VS. KURAMA AFTER FIVE YEARS!

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My Dream Cast for My SO, Karasu ♡

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BUCK-TICK Music Challenge

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My fave dollies of me/Sha x Karasu/Eric ♡

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“PORPHYRIA’S LOVER” BY ROBERT BROWNING

The rain set early in to-night,
The sullen wind was soon awake,
It tore the elm-tops down for spite,
And did its worst to vex the lake:
I listened with heart fit to break.
When glided in Porphyria; straight
She shut the cold out and the storm,
And kneeled and made the cheerless grate
Blaze up, and all the cottage warm;
Which done, she rose, and from her form
Withdrew the dripping cloak and shawl,
And laid her soiled gloves by, untied
Her hat and let the damp hair fall,
And, last, she sat down by my side
And called me.
When no voice replied,
She put my arm about her waist,
And made her smooth white shoulder bare,
And all her yellow hair displaced,
And, stooping, made my cheek lie there,
And spread, o’er all, her yellow hair,
Murmuring how she loved me — she
Too weak, for all her heart’s endeavour,
To set its struggling passion free
From pride, and vainer ties dissever,
And give herself to me for ever.
But passion sometimes would prevail,
Nor could to-night’s gay feast restrain
A sudden thought of one so pale
For love of her, and all in vain:
So, she was come through wind and rain.
Be sure I looked up at her eyes
Happy and proud; at last I knew
Porphyria worshipped me; surprise
Made my heart swell, and still it grew
While I debated what to do.
That moment she was mine, mine, fair,
Perfectly pure and good: I found
A thing to do, and all her hair
In one long yellow string I wound
Three times her little throat around,
And strangled her.
No pain felt she;
I am quite sure she felt no pain.
As a shut bud that holds a bee,
I warily oped her lids: again
Laughed the blue eyes without a stain.
And I untightened next the tress
About her neck; her cheek once more
Blushed bright beneath my burning kiss:
I propped her head up as before,
Only, this time my shoulder bore
Her head, which droops upon it still:
The smiling rosy little head,
So glad it has its utmost will,
That all it scorned at once is fled,
And I, its love, am gained instead!
Porphyria’s love: she guessed not how
Her darling one wish would be heard.
And thus we sit together now,
And all night long we have not stirred,
And yet God has not said a word!

~ Robert Browning { Porphyria’s Lover }

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